Mrs Chuck.

ive lost you, come back, please...

Thursday, July 23, 20095:28 PM

i used to think that you would be there for me forever.
i love you dear.
one year?
is that too much to ask?
i guess you had to...
but why take your last breath before my very eyes?
cant you let me hold you in my arms again?
one last time.
thats just what im asking for.
one last time.
your presence has made a huge impact on my life.
giving me confidence and love.
love that no other human can give.
you have never said a word to me.
but your behavious talks.
crying, i blog about you.
have you wondered how your life would end?
i never thought about it.
i never wanted to.
but, the time came.
do you remember yesterday?
i was so happy that you were fine.
i thought that my prayers were answered.
or do you remember the day before?
the amount of crying?
how do you think i felt when i knew that you were going to leave me for Heaven?
i still remember our daily playing.
those were the days.
i miss you, i miss you very much.
its only been 10 minutes since you left me and im already feeling the pain.
promise me,
you'll look down at me from Heaven.
ill miss you.
my ever loving,
furry fat
hamster,
fatty.
may you RIP.
i love you very much.
nailah

*PS: some of you may think that im too emo.
but this is how much i love him.

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