Mrs Chuck.

nailahbintenizamthaha !

Saturday, August 21, 20106:42 PM

Hello (;
Today is the 11th day of fasting ! yaaaaay ! im so happy . thank you Allah for the things you have given me . well, im really stuck lah . I mean you are so confusing . I wish you’d make up your mind . thanks . owh and this week had so many testssss ! god . and yesterday during cca I was so tired I was close to fainting . haha . not funny .
Owh and my recesses are usually spent with farisha talking shit (; something we do best .
Oh and speaking about farisha , on Thursday after HMT , we lepak-ed together and it was super kecoh . I imitated Justin Bieber and she did her Doremon voice which simply makes me laugh like hell . she can be so entertaining lah . <3 hehe .
I love my minah so much . shes so awesome . Like ME (: tak tawuk malu nailah . LOL . we aren’t that kind of no discipline kind of minah . and we are not even real minahs . minah is pretty in Korean btw ! so its more of self-praise . haha . oh and that day Achap aka Faris Ashraff wanted to salam me then I was like cannot , dosa (sinful) . haha . hes so irritating but in a good way . Iike Eugene I guess . but Eugene just makes me wana slap him sometimes .
Puasa so far has been awesome cos everyone is so nice and patient . I don’t feel like its hard anymore . I guess im used to it already . actually , im loving it <3 hehe .
Kay lah .
Soon its gonna be time to breakfast so ill end here .
If I have the mood , ill blog before raya kay !
Do tag before leaving jyeah (:
Take care ~
NAILAHHHH

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my awesome day

Friday, August 6, 20108:02 PM

helloooooooo (;
Today was NDP celebration . I came to school with the Singapore spirit . nah , not that kind of spirit . my eyes . one was red and the other was white . awesome . pain eh . anw , not only were my eyes red and white , so were my braces and erm … what else uh ? erm , just say my heart also lah :P haha . reached school and lepak with sharifah M , kym and farisha . talk talk talk until idk what . owh , until the teacher started talking idk what on the mic . and yes , I was very blur today morning . haiz . and partially blind cos my eyes were like swelling =.=ll
Anyway , after the awesome parade by NCDCC :D , NPCC , NCC and SJAB , I went to meet Miss Lim at the basketball court . this was epic cos she held my hand while talking to me . she so cute lah cannnn :D so after that went back to class for NE quiz . GIRLS won as usual :D we rule ! final score we were like 100 marks more than the guys but it was fun lah . I guess SS came in useful today . haha . kay mepek stop it eyh nailah .
We had recess and all after that and then got celebration . the one and only time I and Farisha were actually enthu during assembly . but I and sharifah M had to leave early cos had council meeting . wont talk about that . SHHHH . low profile uh . haha .
After that had a blast with the awesome ppl . too lazy to list their names down but yeah , awesome time . syira and afiqah were having a good time kicking sand into each other’s shoe . =.=ll I was a victim of their fun . haha . anyway , reached home at 3 pm . so tired , I just slept . man , it was awesome . so long haven’t enjoy sleeping like that . 4 awesome hours okayyyy ! I dreamt about farisha and someone else . *cough* *cough*
Well , 5 days holiday is simply awesome . and when school resumes , its FASTING time :D:D:D im happy :D yaaaaaaay (; haha . erm , fasting month this year will be interesting . I wana see If the mats and minahs fast or not . I think they fast uh . hopefully :/ in conclusion , I love fasting month <3
Okay , erm ,what else to say uh ? owh I forgot !
*drum roll*
HAPPY 45th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE !
I LOVE YOU (:
Take care guys .
Enjoy the long weekend .
Don’t forget to tag before leaving .
Hugs and kisses
Nailahnizamthaha:D

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and this is where the chapter ends before a new one begins ...

Friday, July 23, 201010:00 PM

Hello all :D
Two weeks ready never update . haha . perangai stop it seyh nailah . always so lazy =.=ll anyway , I guess im gonna let things happen as they do . im not gonna plan cos I realised that everytime I plan for something , I end up getting disappointed . I always thought that second chances were rare but should be treasured . I got a second chance but now I wish I never did . im ready to let go cos there’s so much that ive given up on just cos of one problem . and I let it bring me down , in so many ways . im not gonna let it happen again . ive wasted too much time hoping that a miracle would happen .
Anyway enough of the emo posts , im gonna talk about today .after school , I was in the bio lab when kay hwee and charissa and some others made me sing for them cos char told them that I can sing , haha . but in the end I didn’t sing for them cos I had to leave in a rush . walked to the bus stop with afiqah cos I was bored and all . saw some irritating unwanted person with the whole gang at the opposite bus stop . ishhh , spoil my mood only . but yeah , I wont let people like you spoil my mood , you’ve caused enough damage my dear , so be a sweetheart and get a life please ! if you were by my side now , id beg you to leave me alone , I mean it . D:
Kay , nailah cannot be sad kay ? you’ve got awesome people by your side and that person is nothing compared to them :D so smile my dear nailah :D
Btw , I realised that Fasting month is less than 3 weeks away . YAY :D:D :D
I was thinking , during Ramadhan , people must be nice to each other and all . will I be nice to theonewhoshouldnotbenamed ? I don’t know . see first how the person treats me . but really , I never want to have any enemies but that person started ittttt and refuses to admit defeat . I feel like both of us are fighting for no reason , all cos of something that happened like 6 months ago . both of us should grow up lah . k lah , im tired . gonna end here . ill try to blog more often :D

Taka care :D
Do tag before leaving to revive my dead blog :D
TATA
nailahthaha

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*proot*

Saturday, July 10, 20108:23 PM

Hi(:
I know how super long I haven’t blogged.
Haha, been so busy and lazy.
Well, im quite surprised at how things are going for this semester.
So far, things are so awesome and I love life.
Then again, theres this thing about nailah where she’s always so scared that things will somehow go wrong.
Damn nailah.
Kay, im like cursing myself.
Haha, AWESOME nailah <3
Well, the first awesome thing in no particular way, im sitting next to FELICIA for English((;
Whee~~
Awesome right!
English classes are so awesome now, like super awesome. I no longer have to look at weng kong’s face everyday.
A new face to look at is awesome can!
Kay nailah has gone nuts, standard.
Actually, many people are okay with me already.
Like all those ppl who have been having some conflict with me , we are okay now!
And im so happy about it cos that person has made me lost my mood to come to school but now that things between us
Are awesome , im happy(:
And for that other person , I don’t give a care about you(:
I love my life and everyone in it .
Of course , excluding you .
Well, I guess im seriously not bothered to undate.
But ill try to get in the mood aites(:
Well , ill stop here !
Take care ppl.
Do tag before leaving(:
XOXO
Nailahhhh<3

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proots/ N.I.A.S

Thursday, June 24, 201011:59 AM

hey people!
on 22/06, PROOTS had an awesome outing!
here are some of the many pics we took!
enjoyy(:

take care!
xoxo
nailahthaha~~~

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forgotten

Sunday, June 20, 20105:37 PM

hey loves(;
heres the lyrics to my new closet song: Forgotten by Avril Lavign the awesome!
i really love the lyrics to this song!
they have a meaning to me and the other girls i know.
enjoyyy<3

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FORGOTTEN by AVRIL LAVIGN

I'm giving up on everything
Because you messed me up
Don't know how much you
Screwed it up
You never listened
That's just too bad
Because I'm moving on
I won't forget
You were the one that was wrong
I know I need to step up and be strong
Don't patronize me
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

[Chorus:]
Have you forgotten
Everything that I wanted
Do you forget it now
You never got It
Do you get it now
Yea yea yea yea yea
Yea yea yea yea yea
Ah ah ah ah
Ah ah ah ah

Gotta get away
There's no point in thinking about yesterday
It's too late now
It won't ever be the same
We're so different now
Yea yea yea yea yea

[Chorus]

I know I wanna run away
I know I wanna run away
Run away
If only I could run away
If only I could run away
Run away
I told you what i wanted I
I told you what i wanted
What I wanted
But I was forgotten
I won't be forgotten
Never Again

[Chorus (2x)]

Forgotten
Yeah yeah yeah
Forgotten
Yeah yeah yeah
Forgotten
Yeah yeah yeah
Forgotten
Yeah yeah yeah

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i am nailah

Wednesday, June 16, 20103:01 PM

i am nailah. fearless. ill bite you...only if you're tasty.
i am thaha. pride. im a whole of 5...too tough for you.
i am chuck. not real. but i make me happy.

nailah.nailah.nailah.nailah.nailah.nailah.nailah.nailah.nailah.nailah.nailah.

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breakdowns

Sunday, June 13, 20102:03 PM

Ok, so im back again.
I told you that Im super happy and all right? And that Im afraid that all this happiness might be taken away from me. Now, I actually don’t mind if it is taken away from me.i mean, happiness is everywhere right?
Its just that sometimes, we don’t need to look for it. It comes looking for us. And that kind of happiness is worth the wait. Ive got all the happiness I need now. The kind ive been getting is not important. Right? So why bother. There are much more important things in life for me at this point in time.
Today, I found out that Kak Nanik’s late grandmother passed away. She has no one left now. I wish she is here in Singapore with me now cos I really need her.
Shes always been there for me. And I am proud to say that ive always been there for her too. But I know that shes a strong person. She taught me so much, things no one else would be able to teach me. And I owe all of that to her. In other words, she rox. Like hell(:…I mean, like HEAVEN:D haha
Kay lah, Idk what to say cos everything is in my heart. Sometimes I think keeping things to myself is the best way to go. Let whatever I feel be my secret between myself and Allah.
but sometimes i dont understand. why is it that the people closest to me, living with me can have such bad thoughts.
what you see and hear, it just isnt the same as what im really going through.
the point is, you dont know me.
in fact sometimes, i feel like you dont know me anymore.
cos you dont seem to be accepting me anymore.
when i think about kak nanik and all the times shes helped me, i feel like a loser cos she needs help now. but im not there. and now i need help but shes not here. why is it like this?
take away everthing form me, i dont care.
just dont take away those one/two people i need most and of course, dont take away my faith. faith in myself and faith in Allah Almighty.
because of these, i am who i am now.
i am not a fake with a painted coat on myself,trying to be someone or something i am not.
all im asking is to accept me, accept me as how i am and not how you want me to be.
Kay lah babes(:
Ending here…
Don’t forget to tag before leaving!
Take care(:
Lots of love
Xoxo
Nailahthaha~~~

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AWHSUM

Thursday, June 10, 20104:52 PM

Hey loves(:
Im back from camp!
Sigh, so sad its over.
I really truly enjoyed myself hell loads.
All those memories, never shall I let go of them. Till now, I still cant believe some of the stuff that happened really did happen. But one thing that I believe is, im happier now. Wayyyy wayyy. But will all that I have had these three days last? I really hope so cos I have never been this happy this whole year.
So please, don’t take this happiness away cos I want it to last.
Well…let me tell you what happened. Ill just give a brief description cos LOADS of stuff happened.
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1st day

woke up at 6.30am. bathe like I got forever to reach school. While I was changing, my phone rang and it was naim. (like WTH?) so of course, I did not pick it up, but I thought why would he call me if got nothing important right? So I decided to call him later using my mom’s phone. Rushed like hell to school with my DAMN HEAVY bag=.=ll. In the car, naim called again so I reject his call and called him using my mom’s phone and he asked me where I was and all so soon we hung up. I can early but decided to stick in the girls loo cos I didn’t want to be around the male NCOs who were being briefed. Later, when everyone was there, I came out of my ‘hinding place’. When we fall in, naim called out some of our names and mine was called. SHIT. I was in his group. Die die die. Haziq was in our group too. Our group was called Sierra. Naim says its sial ah. Wtf, anyway. Together with haziq and naim, laugh here, laugh there. Like seriously laughed like hell. Did loads of stupid stuff and then it was prayer time. So shocked when the boys prayed together with naim being the Imam. Wow. Like WOW with all three letters in caps. Anw, got some stuff only my close friends can know so shall not post it here…blah bah blah. Ate lunch and so full cannot finish in the end. Naim finish up for me. Cos don wan to waste food. Must think of the ppl in Haiti. Then at night had night walk. Damn scary. The school is spooky at midnight. Blah blah blah. Naim tried to scare me. Unsucceesful. HAHA! Slept at 2am that night. Talked to fara and the others.

Kay. Im seriously mood-less to blog. Haha. Bluek. Kay. Im stopping here. Mangkok ah you nailah. Nvm. Byes. I miss camp. It was awesome.

Take care.
Tag before leaving.
Muaks
Xoxo
Nailahthaha~~

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